Still in shock

Just 2 days after I made my last post I got the worst phone call in my life while I was at work.

My father suffered a massive heartattack on the 21st, he didnt survive.
I only had 2 weeks left in my program and it was so heartbreaking knowing he wasn't gonna see me complete my program.

He left behind my mom, my 25yr old sister, myself (21), my 18 yr old brother, 2 grandchildren (3 & 4), his sister, his dad, his stepmother, and 3 stepsisters.

We have all been so lost without him.

Daddy I love you and miss you so much, we really just want you back but thats not at all possible. Mom is so numb right now.

This is most likely my last post ever on this blog.