Still in shock

Just 2 days after I made my last post I got the worst phone call in my life while I was at work.

My father suffered a massive heartattack on the 21st, he didnt survive.
I only had 2 weeks left in my program and it was so heartbreaking knowing he wasn't gonna see me complete my program.

He left behind my mom, my 25yr old sister, myself (21), my 18 yr old brother, 2 grandchildren (3 & 4), his sister, his dad, his stepmother, and 3 stepsisters.

We have all been so lost without him.

Daddy I love you and miss you so much, we really just want you back but thats not at all possible. Mom is so numb right now.

This is most likely my last post ever on this blog.

its been forever and a day....

Well it's been over a month since I have given any updates. Well my BF came and we had a great time, all stars movies was great. We went to all 4 parks in 2 days and we rode alot of transportation type things not really any rides, lol.

I went home on my day off on the 6th to see my best friend who was in town. I then went home on the 15th for my Honors Society Ceremony and spent the weekend in St. Augustine with my BF at the mud bog. Well when I went to leave on Sunday my car wouldnt start so now I'm driving my parents car until I get home on the 6th.

I can't believe I only have 17 days left until I'm done with my program.

I can't wait to be home though!